"Witness J"

The following is an excerpt from an interview with an anonymous source known as "Witness J". The interview was conducted over several days at the Seattle Saturnian Sex Cult's headquarters. Further excepts will be published as the interview continues to be edited for brevity and clarity.

I was at a hospital, with a bunch of relatives, seeing a girlfriend's baby for the first time. As soon as I held it, I knew. It was like the weight of the whole world just fell off my shoulders. I realized the truth of my existence. I knew where I came from and who I was and what I had to do. It was as if I became instantly aware of every little thing. And it's really easy to carry this realization. My girlfriend at the time had to help me to use the bathroom and I knew I could not urinate and she didn't have to help me. I just knew I had to do this for myself. Later, I had a strange sensation of knowing about other people. I had a vague feeling that some were theosophists or some people with special powers. So I was seeking out information. I was still living in England, but I was living in a little town called Little Chalfont. I joined a group of people going out to places where ETs were seen. We tried to contact the ETs, as well as plant food and make medicines and stuff to help people. I got many psychic readings with everybody and we discovered things about Earth and ETs. The contacts took place in this little group and I was like the leader. Everybody loved me.

There was an older woman in the group. She was a prostitute and she was like the nicest person I'd ever met in my life. She was like Mother Earth. Everything was moving around her like it was supposed to. We went to the orchards where ETs were seen. We had psychic readings. She was the one that could put her hand on a tree and make it move. I was very impressed. I went back to England with her and she took me home to her house. I talked to her all night and she talked to me. I knew her for about a year. She was the nicest person in the world. And then the spiritualists got wind of her and everything fell apart. Everybody wanted to make money from her and everybody was telling me that I was just a stupid, stupid mind.

I was getting into contactee meetings, believing in the phenomenon, because I wanted to know more about myself. This person had a cupboard full of ET stuff. She also had books and tapes. I started studying a lot. In fact, I've studied for forty years now. I read books on Buddhism and astrology and alien behavior and space physics. I had a whole room set aside for my ET room and it was full of books and tapes and things. I worked on myself to see what happened to me as a child. I remember a fear I had that if I tried to speak, my mouth would open and shut. I remember crawling around the house. I remember being kicked out of the house. The memories were terrifying. I learned that our minds have information just like our ears have information. There is a message that comes through our brains to a certain part of our body that we call the subconscious. This message is supposed to be transmitted through our physical bodies to control our minds. It was supposed to be installed in me as a child. They were trying to implant the wrong kind of programming in me. The spiritualists told me it was not implanted in me at the time, but rather that it was latent. They were trying to cleanse the wrong programming. I'm sure now that I had mental programming installed at the time of my abduction. I was in some kind of experiment.

In 1971 I started going to an ET information center in California. They had a demonstration of communication by something called Multiple Wave Form Synthesis. The voice came through two speakers at once. This was like the first prototype of talking machines.

What happened is they did a demonstration. It was an experiment in human-to-human communications. I got in the room. I just stood there looking at the people in the room. I felt a force pulling me to go over to a man. And I wanted to go to him. I felt this overwhelming urge to want to touch him and be in contact with him. I tried to resist, but I couldn't. I tried to communicate with him. I said, "If you don't want me to touch you, then you have to turn me away." But he wouldn't turn me away. I just felt drawn towards him and my hands went out. I felt this great force on my back and it grabbed me. I couldn't resist. I let the energy go into him. The energy came out and it turned me around. I felt myself change. I didn't know what to do or where I was. Then I saw the ship. It was enormous. It was black like the sea, like a blackness that you can't put your finger on, a blackness that you can't see with the naked eye. I can't describe it. It was huge, like an elephant with the head of a bird. It was like an elephant and then it was like a bird. I couldn't breathe for a moment. I couldn't talk. I couldn't move. Then I started to look at the man. He was gorgeous. His hair was the same color as mine and I said, "How do you know?" And he said, "I know." Then he said, "I'll teach you how to communicate with us."

We went into the ship together. We couldn't speak. Everything was silent. I looked around me. I didn't see anything. I couldn't see anything. The ship was black and I couldn't see. I heard him say, "It's OK. It's all right." And then I saw a woman in the back. She had no hair and her skin was white and she had no eyes. She was beautiful. She was everything I could imagine. Her eyes were red. She said, "I'm your mother." Then I started to look at the man. He was laughing. He was a very handsome man. I asked him, "Who are you?" He said, "I'm your father." Then she started to laugh. I realized that she was laughing at me. She said, "Don't you know who I am?" He said, "No. You're going to be my wife." She was laughing, too. I said, "Don't you know who I am?" She said, "No." She said, "You're not my daughter." She said, "You're an alien." Then she said, "I'll teach you how to communicate with us."

"Witness J" abruptly ended the story at this point and became incoherent. - SSSC